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Shius - ARCHIVE CHANNEL
Canada
Приєднався 4 тра 2010
Dead channel. Quite literally an archive of Unfiltered Mental Illness :D
Thank you guys for supporting me while this channel was active. I really do appreciate all of you.
If you want to check out my new music, I'm active on the new channel linked on this bio. (@EmbeddedSystems_Shius)
Thank you guys for supporting me while this channel was active. I really do appreciate all of you.
If you want to check out my new music, I'm active on the new channel linked on this bio. (@EmbeddedSystems_Shius)
[TF2 SFM] Pyroland's Ghost - Trailer
Ya I guess I'm back to this animating shit.
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I wanted to make fanfics for TF2 - but my hands slipped and I started animating instead, lol. Anyways, it's been 5 goddamn years since I touched SFM.
...I'm glad to be back.
I'm gonna stick to using my music cause copyright. I already got several stories planned out, so it'll take me some time to burn through my tracks.
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Music/Lyrics/Video: Shius
My Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/shius
#sfm #tf2 #sourcefilmmaker #teamfortress2
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I wanted to make fanfics for TF2 - but my hands slipped and I started animating instead, lol. Anyways, it's been 5 goddamn years since I touched SFM.
...I'm glad to be back.
I'm gonna stick to using my music cause copyright. I already got several stories planned out, so it'll take me some time to burn through my tracks.
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Music/Lyrics/Video: Shius
My Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/shius
#sfm #tf2 #sourcefilmmaker #teamfortress2
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Відео
Shius - It's 3am and My Head Hurts
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The start of something new. 朝の3時って考えすぎて寝れないよねって話です。 Amazon Music: music.amazon.ca/albums/B08573PKY9 Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/18i36dBExDCqT6uZPMKb58 Music/Vocals/Art/Video: Shius 音楽・歌唱・翻訳・絵・動画:Shius Twitter: smalldeadratt Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/shius #musicvideo
Shius - RUN ft. Vocaloid Fukase & Empath-P
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"You've got what it takes to stay alive!" Oof, I encoded the video wrong and butchered the sound quality. If you want a better version, its on Soundcloud. Special thanks to Empath-P for tuning fukase for me!! Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/shius/run Music/Lyrics/Video: Shius Tuning: Empath-P(ua-cam.com/users/AkiGlancy) My Twitter: smalldeadratt My Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/shius
【Music Video】Bat to the Head - Shius ft. Vocaloid Fukase, Marvin Valentin
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"Know that change will only happen if you fight for it" I re-mastered the anarchy song and made a pv. hope you guys enjoy it!! Music/Lyrics/Video: Shius Guitars: Marvin Valentin (ua-cam.com/users/GamesMarvinV) My Twitter: smalldeadratt My Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/shius
Shius - Bat to the Head ft. Vocaloid Fukase & Marvin Valentin
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"Know that change will never happen till you fight for it" hooo boy. Anarchy song. Thanks again to Martin Valentin for recording the guitars! Music/Lyrics/Video: Shius My Twitter: smalldeadratt My Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/shius
Shius - Stay Cold ft. Vocaloid Fukase
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"I'll stay cold if that means I'd still be free" Sorry about the re-upload, I didn't know what I was thinking when I uploaded the first video, but it was so low-quality so I re-made it. Highschool? Yeah, I still don't get what's up with that. Music/Lyrics/Video: Shius My Twitter: smalldeadratt My Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/shius #Vocaloid #VocaloidFukase #FukaseFriday
Shius - Coming Out [A Trans Song]
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Link to album on Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/6FhEli7ERMeWEBb1Ds5fOb Stream on Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/album/transetters/1471062881 Buy on Amazon: www.amazon.com/Transetters-Explicit-Shius/dp/B07TS5KCDR/ref=sr_1_1?keywords=Shius&qid=1564968441&s=dmusic&sr=1-1 Hey, first video for the Transetters album. With Amsterdam pride happening, I thought it was a good time as any to release it....
Shius - ゆめにおちる ft. Kaai Yuki
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「夢に落ちるその日を待ってるの」 I clicked the wrong button and uploaded it too early. WELP. I wanna make more videos for older songs so hopefully I can go do that. At least that's the plan. Music/Lyrics/Tuning/Art/Video: Shius My Twitter: smalldeadratt My Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/shius-snake_eater #VocaloidOriginal #Yumenikki #Lofi
Shius - Mourn the Past
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"I mourn the past like it was yesterday." A two-year later follow up to a certain song. (It's on this channel) Fun Fact: This is the first time I've ever depicted myself crying. Music/Lyrics/Tuning/Art/Video: Shius My Twitter: smalldeadratt My Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/shius-snake_eater
Shius - Thus a Ghost Was Born
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Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/3lHo7zLfGh3OZN50K5guKJ iTunes: itunes.apple.com/us/album/thus-a-ghost-was-born-single/1448349096 "The stars are beautiful, but I don't want to live another night" In retrospect, I was suicidal since high school. Struggling with undiagnosed depression and a dissociative disorder, I never really had the chance to enjoy my childhood as well as I wish I could have. I...
Shius - Dissonant Skies
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"In time, I'll be okay. In time, I'll see." I recorded this when I went to visit my boyfriend, to whom another song in the album is dedicated to. If you're reading this, I love you honey. Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/4erWFWy3Sy5e7SsWF0UuKE iTunes: itunes.apple.com/us/album/rhetorical-elegies-for-dissonant-dreams/1438365856?app=itunes&ign-mpt=uo=4 Amazon: www.amazon.com/gp/product/B07J4T3BYQ ...
Shius - Cerberus
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"Three heads that don't think straight" Not so fun fact, I was diagnosed with DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder) earlier this year, and this is a song about my alters - aka. Alternate Personalities. Kinda nervous saying this outright, but if I don't say it here, the whole song doesn't really make sense. This is a song for people struggling with PTSD and DID - remember, if you were able to liv...
【Tutorial】Making Music Without Money - Music Theory Basics
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Hey, First of all, thanks so much for 2,500 subs. I've been wanting to do this tutorial series for some time, and now seems like the best time to start more than ever. This tutorial is for people who want to start making music, but don't know where to begin and don't have the money/conviction to pay for a DAW and instruments. The Google Doc Notes: docs.google.com/document/d/1RDDdWbZUUZ0jjeUkU1H...
Shius - A Waltz for My Enemy, The Nightingale
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Shius - A Waltz for My Enemy, The Nightingale
Shius - To the Dreams That I've Killed.
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Shius - To the Dreams That I've Killed.
Shius - The Lament of A Once Musician
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Shius - The Lament of A Once Musician
Shius - The Other Side of Happiness
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Shius - The Other Side of Happiness
Shius - The Curious Rebirth of Cadence [REDACTED]
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Shius - The Curious Rebirth of Cadence [REDACTED]
The Beginner VocaloP’s (cheapest and easiest) Guide to Music [1/3] - Introduction to Music
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The Beginner VocaloP’s (cheapest and easiest) Guide to Music [1/3] - Introduction to Music
Shius - To Be Human - Shius ft. Oliver
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Shius - To Be Human - Shius ft. Oliver
Snazzy 😼😼
I was obsessed with this video back in middle school! i'm so happy I found it again at 20 lol
FERDY FAZBEAR THEME?????????
Ngl I forgot about this tidbit until like, really recently - but this story/setting is heavily inspired by Steven Spielberg's A.I. Artificial Intelligence. Pretty sure it was from a published short story novel, but I never actually read the book. The movie itself is like from 2001 - and it's an EXTREMELY hard watch, especially for kids who have gone through physical abuse from peers + authority, and emotional neglect/abuse from parental figures. I recommend the movie tho - it's definitely an underrated gem, and personally my fav movie of all time.
its oddly nice
La canción se llama "Wrong Answer" y trata sobre un experimento de psicología en el que un participante debe administrar descargas eléctricas a otro participante cada vez que responde mal una pregunta. La letra describe la experiencia desde la perspectiva del participante que administra las descargas y su creciente ansiedad y culpa mientras aumenta la intensidad de las descargas y el otro participante parece estar sufriendo cada vez más. La canción cuestiona el papel de la autoridad en situaciones como esta y la responsabilidad personal en la toma de decisiones morales. También sugiere que incluso las personas que no quieren hacer daño a otros pueden ser llevadas a hacerlo por las circunstancias y la presión social. En general, la canción hace una crítica a los experimentos en los que se manipulan a las personas y se les hace daño en nombre de la ciencia.
Always my favourites and always will be 🏵💛🏵💛🏵💛🏵💛🏵💛🏵
I really love this!! It so chill
Bro, this song made me want to write a one shot based on the lyrics
Why does this song smell like my 2nd grade classroom 😭🤚
Wasn't her name Candice? Why is the song cadence?
Knowing the story behind this really makes me sad
I still love this song so much
reminds me a lot of the ketamine binge i did years ago, I lived centuries of nightmares stuck in kholes
wtf ?
Shiusさんお久しぶりです。連絡いただけたら嬉しいです。
お久しぶりです。連絡は何処ですればいいでしょうか?
Damn, this is pretty good tbh. This is amazing.
ooo?????? tf2 song??????? let's goooooo
Nice video! I sense I bright future for you!
Hi, do you take sfm commissions?
Sfm commissions? Like animations or posters?
@@ShiusOld an animation. Do you think you could do an animation commission?
Yeah I'm fine with that. I'll make a discord server and you can talk to me there, brb
@@ShiusOld if you can give me your discord tag then we can talk right now.
Here's a link to the discord server: discord.gg/nBz8wD
Attachment disorder is torture it should’ve been illegal
Your songs hit my heart too hard wtf
Hey! I'm currently dealing with all the nonsense going on in NY with the protests and murders the last few days so i've been burned out. I wasn't able to catch your live but i did watch the whole thing. I can hear that you hold alot of resentment for PO, but lets be honest the resentment is towards me. I want to make some excuse about how we were kids, how i was naive, how i didn't know what i was doing, but that does nothing. The point is i did something in the past that hurt you and that contributed to alot of pain and frustration towards you and i want to say im sorry for that. I see you've unfriended me on most places and honestly if thats beneficial for you then i support you 100%. I keep saying that i want to try an be friends and such and i hope you know that the sentiment is true, i just feel like a suck at keeping up with everything and maybe you need something more than a person whos barely online. Or maybe i as a whole just remind you of really shitty times and i want you to know that thats okay. I want to say i've changed, but theres nothing to show, i want to reach out to steam and elbo and actually apologize but i don't know what good it'll do so late in the journey. Just know that for me, the moments we spoke and hung out and worked together were some of the best moments of my life and they fundamentally made me a better person. I love you, you are the sibling i never had, and i wish you the best moving forward with whatever you do! Keep going, Keep breathing, Keep fighting.
Hey, thanks tsus. I really appreciate the comment, and your thoughts. As I actually mentioned in the stream (I think) I nuked my discord and twitter because I was about to end my own life. It's not that I don't consider you a friend anymore - but I would be lying if I said that you were always there for me, and that I still trusted you like I used to. A lot of shit changed for you, and a lot of shit changed for me. I honestly don't have as much space in my heart to trust as I used to - so I only kept the people I absolutely knew I could count on. On all my accounts. You know this - Steam's saved me from suicide. Just one time out of many, but just once was enough for me. He's been with me through thick and thin - he's an exceptional friend, and an exceptionally good person. I never wanted to bother you with my issues of suicide, even when we were close - because you deal with heavy shit on a daily basis. And I can appreciate that. You have your life, and I have my own. But that one time I couldn't get to New York cause I was rejected entry to America? Yeah... I'm not sure if you remember that, but I spent a lot of money on a plane ticket. Money I didn't necessarily have. I don't think we ever really spoke about it - but that was one of the key incidents for me to become distant. I went straight home after my flight left without me. I considered a lot of things I didn't talk to you about. I recognize now that that was wrong, but I didn't trust you enough to understand what I had inflicted on myself. I didn't have friends in Canada at the time. Nobody irl, at least. In a state of total isolation - I used money I didn't have to try to meet you, cause I was that lonely. I'm not sure if you remember, but you were salty about that incident for a bit. I bit my lip, and I tried to let it slide. But I couldn't, and I'm sorry.
Shius its completely understand i wasnt in a position to be there for you and im so thankful that you have a great support system like steam. The new york situation sucked, i didnt consider how much you lost trying to get here and i had people in my ear saying that you had lied about the whole thing and that you had never planned to come and it was my immaturity that led to me not asking how i could help or even try to make up for the money you lost, i just moved on like everything was fine. Your a wonderful person, and i wasnt equipped to handle the things you were going through, and i apologize for any moment of doubt i created when it came to trusting me with sensitive topics. I don’t regret ever meeting you. And im always a few clicks away once were both in a place where we can communicate healthily again, even if its about dex being a himbo ❤️
This is my favorite song you have made. It’s such a sad, real, and terrible story. It’s worth bringing light to.
I'm glad you think so. :) A lot of comments argued against me "using the death of a child for clout" - and I guess that got to me, haha. I would never admit to it, but one of the reasons why I avoid this song so much is probably because of the backlash I got from this.
Shius I definitely don’t think u did it for clout. People make their edgy ocs go through so much disturbing stuff and don’t think that they are doing it for clout (and usually don’t get backlash like this, for example the main character of Tokyo Ghoul). The people that say this is for clout are basically saying that real life crime shows are also horrible; that documentaries of something tragic like the holocaust are “just for money”. Neither you or crime shows are doing it for “attention.” You are bringing attention to a tragedy and raising awareness. The reason they are attacking you is because you are easy to attack, and their heart is in the right place yet they don’t really understand your motive for making the song.
Shius Keep creating songs, you are always improving. :D
Hey shius, we haven't talked in a long while. But I'm hoping you're doing well and staying safe
you are an amazing animator and vocaloid musician!!! the rap parts is the one i really dont like...try singing ... dont talk-rap just like to the dreams that i killed you only did a small part of your voice and the rest of the song is vocaloid thats my opinion on your songs and to the art and the amazing emotions you put in your videos are so artistic and fantastic!!! you only need to improve your songs and you will be the king/qween of vocaloid musican!!!!
Lmao thanks
this is so amazing!!! oh my god i love your art !!! if only you've recored your voice in a better mic it would be PERFECT!!
Yeahh my mic is a 20 dollar cheap ass mic that I bought in Akihabara lol. I've been using the same one for literally almost 5 years now
Shius that makes sense ...you already have an amazing voice try actual singing and use a better mic you got it !!! i believe in you! trust me you will become the greatest vocaloid musican!!! you already got the skills !! hang in there ! its never too late
OKAY OKAY I wasnt ready for the nostalgia to hit me that hard. Are you the guy who made a song with Dex, like a duet, about an alien? I cant remember its name no matter how hard I squeeze my brain (I had tried to search it recently but nothing came up). If thats you, I loved that in my teen years and I still remember the lyrics. Man. Maybe that wasnt you but if Im correct do you still have that song up somewhere else or is it gone for good?
Nevermind, found your bandcamp. Now excuse me while I feel nostalgic with Nostalgia Alien.
Oh shit I completely forgot that album existed tbh. I still have my old SoundCloud up, and I don't think I made videos for a majority of my songs on there. I can link it if you want - but bandcamp is downloadable
Ok so last year during my psychology final I had to write a couple paragraphs on this experiment and this song was playing in the back of my head the whole time.
This got unlisted but it looks sooooo good!
I love this song, it's a big mood lately-
Same man
Solidarity ✊😔
Shius I know it’s not the same thing, but I’ve never slept well. Went to sleep therapy when I was a kid. It was always a source of anxiety while trying to sleep.
I was looking for this song and couldn't find it. I was worried you had taken it down so I'm happy to see it's just unlisted. It's my second favourite song by you (after Mourn the Past). <3
bad
Damn... this is heartbreaking and frustrating. They deserved more punishment than what they got. She deserved so much better....
A VOCALOID SONG OF MY FAVE INDIE GAME? HELL YES!!
This is based in petscop?
ik this comment is a year old but this song and pet scop is based on the case of candace newmaker
*Send the fiery rage of hell onto those therapists.*
I dont give a shit what the therapy method consists of, use your fucking common sense, if its fucking abusive, have the fucking decency to call it quits. Even if you were to lose your job, or get criticized. Be a fucking human for God's sakes. That was a poor child screaming for help, shitting and vomiting. Even if you thought this method was effective, at this point you still allow it? it just makes me so fucking angry, i hope they all burn in hell. motherfuckers
this is like super cool and I appreciate the art a bunch, but this is just too creepy for me.
Who is on backgrounds when its Al's main vocals?
This is a mood in a metaphoric way.
I've read the description so it looks like I can vent about my experience like the oversharing hoe I am afdssdfd. Like I feel this song. I killed my dreams, I killed them and now they haunt me in my nightmares while I feel like a hollow shell of who I was. All my dreams and hopes, I killed them. And I don't know if people know who I am. If they think I'm this, this shell. And God knows I didn't want to kill them, I didn't want to be this. And I don't know if I killed just my dreams...or myself